UPDATE...

If it were only this EASY!

On Monday, 10/10, (38 Weeks) Kevin and I went in to the hospital for my scheduled external cephalic version. This procedure is done in a labor and delivery room and is where the doctor attempts to manually turn the baby from the outside!  I was a little nervous since I've heard that it could be very painful and uncomfortable.  When I arrived, the nurse had me change into a gown and brought the ultrasound machine in to double check that Logan was indeed still breech.  Sure enough...the stubborn little man was nice and cozy with his head pushing up against my ribs, and butt in my pelvis! The nurse then strapped me to the fetal heart rate monitor, inserted an IV, and gave me a shot in my arm to relax my uterus.  When the doctor came in (Dr. Angela King), she checked Logan out on the ultrasound for herself, and also measured the amount of amniotic fluid.  Unfortunately, since I was already 38 weeks along, I had VERY little fluid in my uterus.  She said that would definitely lessen her chances of being able to flip him, since there really wasn't much wiggle room.  She was great though, and said that she was willing to give it a "college try"!


I was really preparing myself for the worst, so I closed my eyes and started taking deep breaths as the doctor PUSHED Logan's butt up from my pelvis with all her might and used her other hand to push his head and spine down.  Honestly....it didn't hurt at all!  I think I so in tune with my breathing and SO determined to get him to turn, that I zoned out completely.  The nurse and the doctor kept checking on me because they were amazed that I was so calm.  I kept reassuring them that I was fine, and to continue.  Luckily I was laying down flat and couldn't see what the doctor was doing.  Kevin said that it looked really weird!  Unfortunately, after trying to turn him in both directions several times without success, the doctor stopped.  Logan was just too big, and there was too little fluid to turn him.  The doctor and nurse both said I was a strong lady and were shocked on how well I did.  Apparently my pain tolerance is higher than I thought. (which would have been great for a natural labor, but oh well.)

Dr. King is going to do my c-section next Thursday, October 20th, at 12 noon.  There is always a possibility that he decides to come earlier, though! We wouldn't be surprised one bit, since he seems to love keeping us on our toes!  Kevin, and my good friend Abby are going to be with me during the c-section so that Kevin can stay with Logan in the nursery after he comes out, and Abby can stay with me while I get stitched back up.  I can't believe we'll be parents in exactly ONE week! :)

My heart really hurt when I first realized that I was going to have to have a c-section after all the preparation I've done for a natural childbirth.  It has definitely been a humbling experience to know that I really DON'T have control over things, and that in the end, it's in God's hands.  I am at peace knowing that I tried absolutely everything to help turn Logan.  I just hope and pray for an easy, uneventful surgery, and that Logan is born healthy and happy.  In the end, that's all that matters!!!

Thanks so much to all of you who have given us such wonderful support through these last few weeks! We love you, and can't wait for Logan's grand arrival!

37 Weeks...Breech! :(

37 Weeks: (10/2/11) "Baby's now the size of a watermelon! Your full-term (yay!) baby is gaining about 1/2 ounce a day and getting his first sticky poop (called meconium) ready. He's also brushing up on skills for the outside world: blinking, sucking, inhaling, exhaling, and gripping (it's getting strong!)."

UPDATE:  We had our ultrasound today, and it turns out that Logan is BREECH! :(  This took me completely by surprise because the doctor said he was head down when she did my pelvic exam last week.  I was holding back tears, and broke down completely once we got in the car.  I DO NOT WANT A C-SECTION!  I've worked so hard preparing for a natural childbirth, hired a doula, practiced hypnobirthing techniques, and had my heart and soul set on an intervention and drug-free delivery.  Thankfully, I called my acupuncturist and  she made me feel much better.  She said that both her children were breech, and she was able to flip them using acupuncture.  She sounded completely certain that I can flip Logan with no problem...even at 37 weeks.  SO...I'm headed to see her today at 3pm.  I'm also working with an amazing prenatal chiropractor that is also specialized in flipping breech babies.  Going to see her tomorrow! Logan is a little stubborn, but I am MORE stubborn, and will not give up until I've tried everything under the sun to flip him. Please keep your fingers crossed for me!

36 Weeks...Hello 9th Month!!! :)

36 Weeks:  (9/25/11) "Your baby is gaining about an ounce a day. He now weighs almost 6 pounds (like a crenshaw melon) and is more than 18 1/2 inches long. He's shedding most of the downy hair that covered his body, as well as the vernix caseosa, the waxy substance that protected his skin during his nine-month amniotic bath. Next week, your baby will be considered full-term! His skin is getting smooth and soft, his gums are rigid, his liver and kidneys are in working order, and his circulation and immune system are basically good to go. His lungs are the only organs that still need to fully mature, but every day he gets a little closer to breathing on his own."

UPDATE:  I can't believe it, but we are officially in the 9th month!  Logan will be here in about 4 weeks!!! We can't wait for him to finally be here. :)  I packed my hospital bag, and made a list of the last minute items that I need to throw in there before we leave (phone, camera, snacks...etc.).  We also installed Logan's car seat in my car and had Stephanie (my doula) check to make sure that it was correct.  I've noticed ALOT more movement lately also!  He is wiggling and kicking like crazy these days. :)  He also got the hiccups the other day and Kevin was able to feel it for the first time.  

We had our 36 Week check-up on Tuesday (9/27) and met with Dr. Abrahamson.  She is the other Ob/Gyn at our doctor's office. Dr. Guiroy wanted us to meet with the other doctor just in case she wasn't able to make my delivery.  I had my first pelvic exam done, which was really exciting because she confirmed that Logan was head down, and also said that I'm 2cm dilated! :)  I know that doesn't mean much, considering that some women dilate early and don't make much progress for weeks, but I still think it's a good head start! We are having our last ultrasound on Monday to check on Logan's size!  I'm a little nervous that they're going to tell us he's really big and encourage us to induce. (NOT going to happen!)  I'm really happy that our doula, Stephanie, is coming with us on our next doctor's appointment because she has been a great advocate for us! I know that she will support us in our decision to not induce and let Logan comes when he's ready. :)  We'll see how the ultrasound turns out!!! Hopefully I won't have to even discuss an induction. 

34 & 35 Weeks!

34 Weeks: (9/11/11) "Your baby now weighs about 4 3/4 pounds (like your average cantaloupe) and is almost 18 inches long. Her fat layers – which she'll need to regulate her body temperature once she's born – are filling her out, making her rounder. Her skin is also smoother than ever. Her central nervous system is maturing and her lungs are continuing to mature as well. If you've been nervous about preterm labor, you'll be happy to know that babies born between 34 and 37 weeks who have no other health problems generally do fine."


35 Weeks: (9/18/11) "Your baby doesn't have much room to maneuver now that he's over 18 inches long and tips the scales at 5 1/4 pounds (pick up a honeydew). Because it's so snug in your womb, he isn't likely to be doing somersaults anymore, but the number of times he kicks should remain about the same. His kidneys are fully developed now, and his liver can process some waste products. Most of his basic physical development is now complete – he'll spend the next few weeks putting on weight."

34 Weeks

35 Weeks

UPDATE:  Mr. Logan is getting bigger and making me more tired and uncomfortable these days!  I've started going to a chiropractor, and having prenatal massages every other week to help with my sciatica and back pain.  I've also noticed more swelling in my hands and fingers, soreness, and my arms and hands falling asleep at night.  My doctor said that it is carpal tunnel syndrome! :(  It is very common in pregnant ladies because of all the water you retain, but unfortunately there isn't much I can do about it. NOT FUN!  I've also started going to my prenatal water aerobics classes again, 3 times a week.  It's really fun to float and feel weightless, but I feel 100 times heavier when I get out of the pool! haha.  


34 WEEK APPOINTMENT: (9/14/11) Dr. Guiroy said that everything is looking great!  My weight is staying steady, and my belly is still measuring within the normal range. :)  She also commented that Logan's heartbeat sounded great and had good rhythm! What a strong baby!!!  Our next appointment will be next week and I will be having a group b strep test done, along with a pelvic exam. Not really looking forward to that, but oh well.

My best friend Abby with her baby Zoe (29 Weeks) and Logan (35 Weeks) at Abby's baby shower on 9/18/11

32 & 33 Weeks- Start Of My 8th Month!

32 Weeks: (8/28/11) "By now, your baby weighs 3.75 pounds (pick up a large jicama) and is about 16.7 inches long, taking up a lot of space in your uterus. You're gaining about a pound a week and roughly half of that goes right to your baby. In fact, he'll gain a third to half of his birth weight during the next 7 weeks as he fattens up for survival outside the womb. He now has toenails, fingernails, and real hair (or at least respectable peach fuzz). His skin is becoming soft and smooth as he plumps up in preparation for birth."


33 Weeks: (9/4/11) "Baby's now the size of a honeydew!  Things are heating up inside as well: Baby may grow up to a full inch this week alone, and his brain is developing like crazy. Pretty soon, he'll be able to coordinate breathing with sucking and swallowing. Also, his bones are hardening, and he's started to keep his eyes open when he's awake.   This week your baby weighs a little over 4 pounds (heft a pineapple) and has passed the 17-inch mark. He's rapidly losing that wrinkled, alien look and his skeleton is hardening. The bones in his skull aren't fused together, which allows them to move and slightly overlap, thus making it easier for him to fit through the birth canal."

**32 1/2 Weeks:  Rocky Mountain National Park on 9/1/11 for my mom's 1 year anniversary**

UPDATE:  We had our 32 week doctor's appointment on Wednesday (8/31), and everything went really well! My tummy is still measuring "big", but I'm over it at this point.  It could just be the way he's positioned, the fact that I have an anterior placenta, or that he's just going to be a big boy! :) Good News: Our doc said that she is 90% sure that Logan is no longer breech! :)  She said it was a little hard to tell because my tummy is so hard, and the placenta is in between me and Logan, but she sounded pretty sure.  She's going to do a pelvic exam at our 34 week visit just to be 100% certain.  I've been feeling a lot of kicking at the top of my belly though, so I'm pretty sure he's decided to flip!  He loves snuggling on the right side of my tummy! It's pretty funny because sometimes I'll look down and the whole right side of my belly is sticking out WAY more than my left. He's too cute! :)

On Thursday, 9/1/11, we went to mass at Our Lady of the Mountains Catholic Church in Estes Park to remember my mom on the 1 year anniversary of her passing.  The church was absolutely beautiful and the mass was very nice and comforting.  My dad, Kevin, and I really enjoyed being outdoors and in such a beautiful place. My mom loved Estes Park! :)  We had a great BIG breakfast after mass, and then took the breathtaking drive on Trail Ridge Road to the top of Rocky Mountain National Park.  It was so weird, but in a way, I felt my mom there that day.  The beauty of our surroundings, the peacefulness, the light breeze and warm sun, the sounds of the birds singing...they all just reminded me of her.  We ended the day by throwing some purple flowers into the river in her memory.  That was the hardest part of the day for me, because it reminded me of when we threw flowers into the ocean after we spread her ashes last year.  All in all, I was at peace that day, and knew in my heart that she was, and always will be with me.  She's my angel. 

~*~* MOM'S 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY: Estes Park & 

Rocky Mountain National Park*~*~

~*~*Shopping Extraveganza!!!!!*~*~

After a VERY expensive trip to Babies R Us, we finally have all of the big items for Logey that we were missing! It feels SO good to be prepared! My task this weekend is to practice (and learn how to) install his car seat in my car! He'll be here before we know it!!!! :)

**Also bought the Diaper Genie, but it was upstairs, and I couldn't get myself to bring it down for the picture!**

~* Bailey LOVES playing with Logan's toys! *~

31 Weeks AND Nursery Pictures!

31 Weeks: (8/21/11)

"This week, your baby measures over 16 inches long. He weighs about 3.3 pounds (try carrying four navel oranges) and is heading into a growth spurt. He can turn his head from side to side, and his arms, legs, and body are beginning to plump out as needed fat accumulates underneath his skin. Baby's now the size of a squash! He's going through major brain and nerve development these days. His irises now react to light, and all five senses are in working order. (He won't pick up anything from his nose until after birth, though -- smell is transferred through air, not amniotic fluid.)"

31 Week belly bump picture! :)

*~*~*~*LOGAN'S NURSERY! (99% COMPLETE)*~*~*~*

30 Weeks- The Countdown Begins!

30 Weeks: (8/14/11)

"Your baby's about 15.7 inches long now, and he weighs almost 3 pounds (like a head of cabbage). His eyesight continues to develop, though it's not very keen; even after he's born, he'll keep his eyes closed for a good part of the day. When he does open them, he'll respond to changes in light but will have 20/400 vision – which means he can only make out objects a few inches from his face. Also, his grip is now strong enough to grasp a finger!"

UPDATE:  We met with Dr. Guiroy this week, and everything went great! :)  She was very happy with the results from the specialist, and was relieved that my fluid level went down!  She measured my belly, and I'm still measuring a little big, but we figure it's because Kevin and I were both big babies (and Kevin is 6'4")!  She also said that Logan was still breech, according to the ultrasound the specialist did.  I'm hoping he flips around soon!!!  I've been researching different techniques/moves that are supposed to encourage the baby to flip, so we'll see how that goes!

Putting together the changing table and crib: